25-10-2011(早上)

原来回去家时间过得很快,

而工作的时间过得很慢,

回去家乡我约朋友们出去喝茶,

但是有些朋友约不到,

可能时间不够,

回去我一直想着好多好多的东西,

有时候我的泪突然的掉下来,

我很难控制住自己,

我不懂为什么,

我只想为什么而已,

" 笑一笑没有什么大了",

这句话只是掩饰自己的笑 ,

我真正的开心还没有找回来,

伪装还是回来我的身边.

我会做很大的决定,

我会去改变我的人生,

我也会去减肥下去,

为了自己要牺牲自己的努力.

这首歌我明白很多的意思,

最后我也学会看清楚人和人的面貌.

13-10-2011(下午)

突入起来的悲伤，往往使人无法复合，

而泪水就像陌生人敲门一般毫无预警，

原本以为早已遗忘的伤痛，

其实早在心里的深处留下一道深深的疤痕，

而那时候我们害怕碰到的过，无论现在或是未来，

或许哭泣能给我们一个答案，直到泪水会体谅的那一刻，

我们才发觉自己怎么会哭。

=）

阿姐阿妹，你们不用担心我，

其实我做的事情有分寸的，

有些东西我不想解释，

因为这是个人的秘密。=D

明天我要回家了~YEAH !!!!爽~

倒数26小时!!!^^

The last embrace

From the corner of your eye, I slowly begin to understand,

That I can do very little,

Turns out you're hiding wounds, but don't want to talk about them with me,

The movie you chose was like some kind of foreshadow,

With a dishonest protagonist,

By the end, you were crying and insisted on leaving by yourself,

The last embrace; I'm still burning,

But the waves in your heart refused to let me see,

You suffer; you're unsure what it is that you want most,

So love is both like a paradise and like a prison,

The last embrace; a chaotic heartbeat,

I wish this was just a dispute and that we could still apologize and reconcile,

I know that you've kept all of your pictures with him,

The answer is clearly in front of us, but you won't tear them up,

I caringly pray, tenderly win your favor,

Love can make people insignificantly small,

You pass your forced smile off as a real one; it's all too inescapably romantic,

The last embrace; I'm still burning,

But the waves in your heart refused to let me see,

So love is both like a paradise and like a prison,

The last embrace; a chaotic heartbeat,

I wish this was just a dispute and that we could still apologize and reconcile,

I know that the two of us can't compare to the two of you,

But my love is far more valiant; it surpasses your expectations.

The last embrace; i'm still burning,

But the waves in your heart refused to let me see,

You suffer; you're unsure what it is that you want most,

So love is both like a paradise and like a prison,

The last embrace; a chaotic heartbeat,

I wish this was just a dispute and that we could still apologize and reconcile,

I know that such beautiful memories are like handcuffs;

The more you struggle, the more they twist up,

I understand that more than you.

=')

07-10-2011(晚上)

终于可以写ｂｌｏｇ了，

几天不能电脑上网，要写也ｂｌｏｇ也不能。

在工作上一定要学“忍”的，

但是没有人懂我的工作那么痛苦，

自己知道就好了。

还有几天就要回去了，

回去第一个事情要做的事情就是发泄我的心情，

心里被很多事情压着很辛苦，

说了还是一样放不出心情。

我不懂要相信还是不相信，

有时候很迷糊和头痛，

还想把头去撞墙。

我真心的祝福你们幸福快乐。='）